I don't get why I feel so old already when I was just fourteen. I just feel a seven or twelve year old should have achieved a lot of things already and yet here I am stucked with a dysfunctional family and an ugly body. It felt like I have been punished. The Gods must have been very angry with the things I did in my past life and this is the reason why I am feeling this way. I have lessons that I badly needed to learn.